For you

Soon you will break me, which I assume was the plan all along!
You will push me until the point that my spirit is all gone.
Why is it like this, why is it so?
You couldn't believe me, you never let us grow.
I couldn't say anything to make you believe and now you say you trust me,
just as I am ready to leave.
When I told you I loved you, I thought that you knew,
I would have never said it if it wasn't true.
Always blaming and pointing the finger at me,
I can't live like this, and if it doesn't stop, it is me you will truly miss.
I can't be someone I am not,
always being held down,
I tell you this so you won't wonder why when you don't have me around.
Your little shows of affection and the things that you do,
are not to show you care but are a way to say I control you.
You are always suspicious and no matter what I am wrong,
so please understand when you look around and I am gone.